I need to make a lot of changes for myself. At the rate I'm going, I'm going to be 45 when I'm only 23. stop smoking eat less candy/cookies work out everyday increase social network take more risks spend money wisely focus more on my studies appreciate the little things spend more time outside find my creativity live life now, not in five years specifically with that I mean him. I'm so worried about figuring out what is right for me. I'm so focused on being happy in my future that I'm not happy right now. I shouldn't worry about what will happen in five years. If its not right then it isn't. I'll deal with the heartbreak later. I'm worried about hurting other people. In doing that I end up hurting myself. But enough of the sappy soul searching. I love my new neighbours. Well, not really new neighbours, one has lived there for quite some time, but we just now became friends, and I love them. I'm so sad to leave them. I really wanted this to be a long productive entry, considering I haven't written in quite some time. But I suddenly became stricken with boredom.