I scrutinized and chastised my roommate for talking to her boyfriend 2-3 times a day. Yet, even though I saw him just a few hours ago, I'm still hoping he'll sign in. I'll see the little orange flashing rectangle in the task bar. He'll be on just to talk to me one last time before he goes to bed. On one hand, I want him to be out having fun. I want him to be with his friends having a good time. On the other, the jealous other, I want him to be home sleeping. Or doing nothing at home so he can talk to me. But I shouldn't wish that, I want him to be having fun. I just wish I could be out having fun with my friends too. and I wish I could trust him one hundred and fifty eight point three percent that our previous incident won't happen again.