i wish he would call. i wish he would call. i wish he would call. i wish he would call. we argued again last night. i got mad at him. he got mad at me. he said he wasn't but i didn't believe him. it made me sad. i was sad mainly cause i made him mad at me. i'm not sad that he's mad at me, he has every reason to be. but i'm sad cause i made him mad at me by my actions. i want to hug him and say i'm sorry. i just want a hug and an apology in return. but even if i don't get one at least i'll feel better for apologizing. i hate being mad at him. i could tell he was mad at me too. i was talking to james and he said for the rest of the movie they were watching he was quiet and then he just went home. i feel terrible. i love him. but you already knew that.