Feeling: swell ryan bought us a colouring bood and crayons last night. then we came to my house. we were going to colour but then he didn't want to so we didn't. i made him a snowflake instead. then we made out a lot. he took me to logan yesterday. we drank coffee. he met resa and abbey. i met abbey. he said he liked resa. me: so what did you think of resa? ryan: i like her, she is rather amusing. me: you better like her, she is just like me. i taught him how to eat two cookies hailey style. skyler keeps being nicer and nicer to me. i don't know what it means though. i wonder if he just wants to be friends or if he is starting to get feelings for me again. i don't want him to have those feelings. i like ryan. it would be too much drama if i was with ryan and someone else had those same feelings for me. i shudder to think about it. ryan is going to take me to look at christmas lights during the winter. ryan will actually do things with me. i like doing things. it is better than sitting on the couch all day. god i'm boring. i wish i had something interesting to say. or something random. random and interesting.