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Listening to: none
Feeling: disappointed
so i just got back from my "weekend getaway" with my dad. it was fun actually. we took his convertable and went down to southern utah to a radio thing. the only bad thing was my phone didn't have service for most of the way there. i was upset cause i didn't get to tell skyler that i was leaving and i was going to try to call him during my trip. but i had no service. and i don't want to call him right now. he's probably sleeping. ah well. i'll just call him tomorrow. that is why i'm disappointed. i didn't get to talk to him. and i feel bad cause i didn't get to tell him i was leaving. i hope he wasn't mad at me. :[ but i feel kind of bad for my dad too. he doens't think i had fun when i really did. the radios weren't really my thing but i still had fun. it was nice to get out of brigham for a while. even if it was only a weekend. i took about a hundred pictures. we got rained on (with the top down). almost died. ate melted chocolate/peanut butter. met a lithuanian. i enjoyed it. but now i must be off to sleep. sleep is good. everybody should sleep. i think there should be a national sleep day where no body does anything but sleeps. it would be a lazy day. if anybody agrees with me let me know and we'll write to bush. oh wait, he's a dick i forgot. anybody who reads this after 11 30 pm, go to bed. sleep is good remember?
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i wrote it mad years ago... i think middle school or the beginning of HS... :-)

i don't think me and this kid are going anywhere though cause he too busy bitching about the things about me he wants to change, that he doesn't take the time to look at the things he likes about me... we dont even talk anymore... he hardly calls and when he does, i do most of the talking... same with when we talk online... and he seems not to give a crap...
sleep is good... when u bored, u could sleep and have crazy dreams... its entertaining... lol... even though im always complaining that sleep is over-rated and i'll sleep for a long time when i'm dead... lol...
I tried talking but he too busy complaining about all my “bad” qualities... then when I try to have a regular convo, he only gives “one word” answers... it’s mad annoying... and I don’t like brake ups, so I want this to work, but he ain’t helping...
:-x
its like we are avoiding each other already... i seen him once last week and once the week b4 and we dont really talk on the phone or online... its like im already single...
thanx... i appreciate it... what im gonna do is not jump into relationships so quickly anymore... they never work out...
lol... thats how guys get us... all "ahhhhhhhh"... ur dude will show up eventually... then u can kick his butt and all will be good again... :-D