Feeling: irritated so i keep changing my preferences to "ask me about my current mood/music" to yes, but it won't change on my page. if that makes sense. oh well, i guess i'll just cope. or try to make it work. but i wanted to write a little story... a met g one day through some profile collisions. a started to like g and g liked a back. or so he said he did. a and g started talking a lot. he got her phone number, etc. a thought she was falling in love with g but she didn't know. g said he was "in love" with her too. a came in contact with another boy, n. she started dating n and almost lost contact with g. meanwhile, far away in i, g met another girl, b. g pretty much fell in love with b. back in u, n and a broke up. but g and b were still 'together.' a got a little jealous of b. in fact, she got really jealous of b. but then, something happened that a got really excited about but g didn't get too excited about. g and b 'broke up.' things were looking up for a. she invited g to come visit her over the summer. they keep talking about it. she keeps getting really excited about it. the other day a decided she was in love with g again. not again, but she never stopped loving him. even when he was with b. and its breaking her heart. because he lives all the way in i and she is stuck here in u. a wants to tell g that she loves him, but she can't. she's afraid. she's afraid of what he might say. she's afraid of what he might do. if he'll laugh at her. if he'll feel the same. a doesn't know. but she does know that she wants to see g. she want to see him. and she needs to tell him how she feels. but she still can't....