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by vakkergotisk
Feeling: abandoned
oh so terribly emo. i have just been struck with the feeling that skyler is never going to want to talk to me again. he won't want anything to do with me. i know i'm just being paranoid. but its how i feel. i don't know why i feel this way. i don't know what brought it about. maybe its the new friend he has on myspace. who is a girl. who is his age. who lives in brigham. who i don't know. ok so i'm a freak i admit it. so i'm paranoid i admit it. i know i shouldn't be worrying about it. he's not mine any more. he can do what he wants. but some how he still is mine. i wish i didn't have to work so much so i could talk to him. i miss him. man i am so ... effing ... pathetic.
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guys? the guy i liked all year is now goin out wit my bestfriend and well i dated him and he sed he loved me blah blah and i was liek in love with him and every1 new it and my bestfriend she didnt care and then finnaly i start to liek another guy alot and went out wit him and then we broke up and i still liek him and my oterh best friend dated him and now they all hang out together and hate me.life is unfair.guys suck n friends stab u in the back
wow you didn't tell me that part.

:(

but i'm sure that even if he gets a new girlfriend, you'll still be his friend.
though it's not nearly as awesome as being his girlfriend. if he doesn't like you he wasn't your soulmate anyway.
oh okay lol.
people watching is fun.

Someday we should go to Salt Lake or something, sit on a bench somewhere and judge everyone who goes by
and makeup stories about their lives.
'i totally wouldn't try to be like everyone else.'
.... you left me this comment but in my entry I said: I try to like everyone else.....
[Anonymous]
... not to be like everyone else.... hahahaha its okay though.
Have aa nice day.
(softasylum)
[Anonymous]