Its all I think about. The thoughts of it are comsuming my days. I'm nervous, excited, scared, giddy. All of those emotions piled in to one. But I don't know how to handle it. One thought I'm overflowing with joy, one thought I'm scared to death. I know I shouldn't worry about it, if its right it'll happen. But I can't help but think, and worry, and what-if. It should just be. But I can't let it be.