The laundromat is just so lonely without you here. I feel lost in a sort.
Maybe its all the random people, all the little Mexican children running around.
Maybe its the fact that when we do laundry together it feels right. Like we'll be together forever. When we do chores together, like dishes and laundry, it feels like we're old, like we've done this all our lives.
It just feels right
with you by my side.
I never thought I'd settle down. I never thought I'd want to be with one person for the rest of my life. At thirty five I saw myself still living on my own in a flat on top of a building. Its different now.
I see grass
and dogs
and a driveway
trees surrounding us
its a house
But I love what I see. Does that mean I'm ready? Does that mean it should happen soon? Or am I just acting like a lovesick little girl?
But everytime I think of you it makes my heart flare. It sings a thousand songs, all at once. My eyes well, my skin flushes, my fingers tingle, my stomach ties itself in knots.
I'm glad to be all yours.
please forgive me!