Its been a lazy day. Up until about 4.30. But the show is going a lot better now. We're actually starting on time. Not an hour late, like rehearsal. But my feet still hurt. We had a crisis. A blowout. He said some things to a girl that I didn't approve of. He apologised, but it still wasn't good enough. I still want you so bad. I used to love you, and I know I can love you again, but I don't think I do now. I'll always love you, no matter what. I'll always be here. I do love you. I always have, always will. How could I have thought otherwise? I love you with all of my heart and every bone in my body. I'm so sorry. You didn't deserve any of that. You deserve so much better. I only want to be with you. I love you too.