so i'm really depressed. i just left josh's house, where skyler is staying due to previous events. as soon as i get home it starts to rain. like rain pretty hard for utah. it has always been a dream of mine to make out in the rain. for those of you who have seen the movie "daredevil" you will know what i'm talking about. in the movie "daredevil" they have their first kiss on a rooftop in the rain. i have always wanted to do that. and the one chance i get, cause it only rains in utah like once a month, i have to leave. skyler promised me he would give me my "daredevil" kiss. and the one chance .... ahh. oh well. there will be other chances. hopefully. but i had a fun time at josh's house. we watched the "thumb" series. they are hilarious. well we only watched 2 of them, "frankenthumb" and "thumbtanic." they were so funny. the people are actually thumbs. you would just have to see it to think its funny. then we watched another movie. i can't remember what it was called. i think it was something like "memoranda" or something. i kissed skyler a lot. he tasted like hot dogs. thats what he ate for dinner. i don't like hot dogs. i had a salad and peaches for dinner. but i didn't care what he tasted like. i just wanted to kiss him. i stared into his eyes a lot too. he has such pretty eyes. but you know how obsessed i am with his eyes. i wish i had a picture of them so i could stare at them all i want. but you already know he won't let me get pics of him either. maybe i can talk him into getting a picture of his eyes. i love him. but you already knew that. i told him he was mine forever. he grabbed me in a hug and said "my hailey." i returned the embrace and said "my skyler. forever and all eternity." i was blessed with a small nod of agreement. it made me happy. i wish you could change the "current mood" thing to "before-the-entry current mood" and "after-the-entry current mood." if that were there i would have to change it now to "loved." i love him. but you already knew that.