ryan will blow bubbles with me. i can not emphasize enough how much that meant to me. i have always wanted a guy who will blow bubbles with me. he bought me nail polish and lipgloss. and coughdrops. it rained while we were at the movie. i was upset because he was going to dance in the rain with me. because dancing in the rain is one of my favourite things. then i was going to make him kiss me while it was pouring. but oh well. hopefully it will rain tonight. he's coming over to watch rocky horror picture show. tim curry in a corset. what could be better? i think i'm obsessed. obsession is bad.