The smell of curry and pizza are wafting into my nose. But I didn't think they served curry at the hub. But now something smells like it caught fire. But happy Fat Tuesday. Or Mardi Gras. Whatever. Its a good excuse to eat brownies for breakfast. I've decided to participate in Lent this year. But for dietary reasons, not religious reasons. I'm trying real hard (except for the brownies for breakfast, oops) and I think I'm seeing results. He said he could see some, but maybe he was just trying to make me feel better. We made love last night. Except, it wasn't perfect like it should have been. I lied to you after and told you I wasn't crying. You asked if we could get married one day, I said yes. Then I told you how I've started to picture our wedding. You didn't complain, you listened. I wonder if its because you felt bad about the sex or becuase you genuinely cared about what I was saying. All this marriage ruckus is causing him strife too. He feels pressured to ask me, and also worries that I think he doesn't "have the balls to ask me." I told him I loved him and will love him however long he takes and forever after that. --------- Listening to: Glass-Coffin rambling Polygyny isn't just an anthropological term you twit. When I come to this class all I do is play online, why even come? Cause last lecture class I didn't attend I failed. He has an interview today. Hope it goes well. He would work with James if he gets the job. Thats cool I guess.