Feeling: away Its funny how you see the same people at the laundromat. Even though its funny I hate doing my laundry the same time everyone else is. Laundry is something that should be private, not for everyone to see. Not that I mind going to a laundromat, I just hate doing it when everyone eles is here. There is a girl with headphones on staring at me. And another man who I swear is taking pictures of me on his phone. Children running around with no supervision. Time to find a (4) dryer(s), at least creepy picture man left.... no TRX yesterday. Hopefully going today at four. Maybe it won't be as expensive as the estimated, I can't afford 40$ a month just for a class. They should let employees take it for free, like this time. I've been doing better about eating snacks lately, I think... I've lost 5 pounds, thats something. I know 5 seems so insignificant, but its progress. I really might go to my parents tomorrow. Not because I'm lonely or particularly want to do anything, but because I miss them. I miss their house, I miss the simplicity of life with them. I miss yelling at my brother to entertain me. I miss laying on my mom's bed and watch TV. I miss sitting in dad's office on his computer when I have my own downstairs. I love it. I didn't know what I had when I lived there. I was an angsty teenager, I was supposed to hate my parents. But now I miss it all. I think I miss predictability. Or, just not having to pay to live, thats probably it. I can definitely wait to start paying for insurance and grown up stuff like that...