All these beautiful people..... Make me feel so lonely. This class/work scheduling is stressing me out. Why must I work? Why must I balance school, income and house? If I schedule this class I would cut into a work schedule. If I schedule that class I'd have to work nights, which doesn't coordinate with his schedule. I don't want to work fucking nights!!!! (slight outburst) On another note, its turning winter. The weather said it was supposed to be slightly warmer today than it has been, the weather lies. I didn't wear my heavy coat and I'm a popsicle. All in all, minus these scheduling conflicts, things are going well. I have beautiful friends We're joining the gym today I'm doing somewhat better on my school work I get to spend a little more time with him It might snow soon I think I'm ok...