damn. as soon as he gets home he is already busy with james. damn james and his stealing. damn skyler and his not going home. damn josh and his calling james. damn everybody and their not being online. damn skyler and his going with james. damn everything. damn you. no i don't want to damn you. you didn't piss me off. not yet anyways. damn phone and its not being for me. sometimes i just want skyler all to myself. just for a day or three. i think i'm gonna steal him one day and run away. just for a weekend or something. just to be alone with no interruptions. no having to go home. no having parents "checking up" on us. no little brothers running around. no pets running around. no dinner to eat. nothing. just us together. alone. lazing around. watching movies. kissing. holding hands. kissing. i like kissing him. it is wonderful. i don't think i'd ever want to kiss anybody else. maybe i would if we ever break up but i don't think thats happening anytime soon. i hope not. :[ today is such an emo day. i miss him. i saw him last night at josh's party. but we didn't really do anything. we kissed a couple of times but nothing else. ah well. i can't always have everything i want now can i? didn't think so. but i love him.