twelve down. twenty four more to go. ----------- ryan's taking me to see "corpse bride" tomorrow night. i am ecstatic. not only do i get to go but i get to go with a guy who likes me. go me. on another note, rumors have been going around that one of my friends is mad at me for dating ryan. not that i care or anything i would just like to find out if they are true or not. maybe i should ask ryan if i can use the term "the guy i'm dating." i hope he doesn't get freaked out or anything. i wish my shoulders would work. i wish my mum wouldn't be such a bitch. i wish for a lot of things. i guess thats why they are called wishes eh? things that you know you aren't going to get but want anyway. sometimes you get them though. sometimes, life does go your way. it might take time but it works out. whenever i cross the rail-road tracks i make a wish. i lift my feet off the floor, touch a screw and make a wish. if there is no way for me to lift my feet off the floor i hold my breath. if there is no screw for me to touch i close my eyes. either way i still get to make the wish. and hope it comes true. i wish tomorrow would come fast so i can see ryan. anybody have any rail-road tracks? ----------- a super calloused fragile mystic hexed by halitosis. from ryan