I was never this unhappy when I wasn't living with my parents. I'm never in a good mood. irritable frustrated pessimistic unsociable. All I want to do is sit in my room on the computer. Or sit and the counter making my cards, without anyone bothering me. I don't want to talk to my family (aka mother). analysis doctor? I think I miss the freedom. I don't like being hovered over. Always telling my parents what I'm doing, where I'm going, when I'll be back. I'm twenty damn years old. Its been a frustrating night. Dinner made me not feel good. boyfriend wasn't very responsive in our discussion. band practice sucked ass. my music isn't working at all. I need to work on my patience. Its getting out of control. I almost walked out of band practice and I'm about to throw this computer across the room cause my music isn't working. Work tomorrow at six. Goodnight. I wish I could've talked to you more. I'm sorry.