so for the first while you get to listen to me bitch and complain about what seems to be meaningless. if you are going to copy someone or steal something from them you should either: a. ask their permission or b. give them credit for what you stole this person did neither of these things. so i know its really silly and i'm acting like a 12 year old but i have to say it or i'm going to be mad all day. i have a friend who, for her msn name, keeps one part the same the whole time and changes what is in paretheses behind it. i took it from her but i changed it a little bit. i use brackets rather than parentheses. and i asked her if it was ok and she consented. i have an acquaintance who, for her msn name, now keeps one thing the same and changes what is behind it. but hers are in brackets. the brackets are mine. she didn't even ask or give me credit for it. al;difownlnvapsdi well now that i'm done acting like i'm in middle school i'm ready to act my age now and document the events of yesterday and the random thoughts that i have. i stayed the night at kirstie's house last night. we had a lot of fun. we blew up an air mattress. i used a little hand pump and she used her mouth. it was really quite funny. then we watched "out cold." if you haven't seen that movie i highly recommend it. if you like crude humour like that. work wasn't really all that fun yesterday. i have to work with exactly the same people today. i really hope emily doesn't show up. emily is a girl that used to work there. she supposedly quit to go to college but now she shows up everyday just to see her boyfriend who also works there. i never really liked her in the first place but now i don't like her even more for the fact that she comes to work "just to hang out." i don't do that on my days off. when i'm supposedly at school. i have the worst blisters on my feet. is worst a word? i was asked this once and i thought it was but now that i'm in a situation where i need to use it i'm having second thoughts. no party tonight. i'm wicked excited. "carpe diem. seize the carp." grand movie. i really recommend it. i'm having second thoughts on the riley situation. i don't think he likes me. insert: sarcastic tone. but its ok, i can always find someone at high school. blech. only two more days of summer. too bad i have to spend them at work and church. but i'm really not too bothered by the riley thing. it would be cool if he returned the same feelings. but i don't want a relationship, just a few make out buddies. i think he'd be a good make out buddy. is that too slutty that i don't want a relationship but rather a few make out buddies? i hope not. :/ i really want your opinion too. i ask a good amount of rhetorical questions but some of them are meant to be answered. so go ahead and comment. i won't judge you for what your answer is. there is only one person in this society who is supposed to judge people. a court judge.