i looked in the thesaurus for a cooler word than hopeful but, to my dismay, i did not find one. so earlier this morning i got on and noticed i had new comments. i read them and someone i didn't even know told me they hated me. i don't care if they hate me but i'm just wondering, what makes someone's life so pathetic that they have to go on to someone else's diary and tell them they hate them? even if they don't know them. this person also told me i was ugly. that didn't bother me either though, not everyone can think i'm pretty. this person also left an "i hate you" comment on my friends diary. i hope this person finds something good in their life to preoccupy them so they don't send hate comments. i almost feel sorry for this person. but i don't even know who this person is. i think they are immature. i'll just leave them alone. they aren't worth my time. so on to other things ... today is mine and skyler's 5 months. now that i think about it, 5 months really isn't a long time. its almost half a year though. believe it or not this is my longest relationship yet. i wonder if he is going to remember. i really don't care if he remembers or not though. its not like i want to do anything uber special. it would just be a nice suprise if he did remember. oh well. [sigh] i want to play with him today. too bad its only 9 35. he is most definately not awake yet. i love him. but you already knew that.