Feeling: splattered sublime, greenday, semisonic, and synthetic smiles. there are three different people each playing something different in my class. business law is always boring. there are a thousand thoughts rushing throught my skull but i can't put any of them on paper. or ... on the computer. i wrote a story about teresa. we had to write a hero essay. i'm going to eat cookies next hour. i made them because it is going to be my last day on crew. swimming starts next week. i like having one more class than everyone else. the ad on top says warning: very freaky disturbing more greenday. i'm almost sick of greenday. i'm sick of a lot of things. sick of school sick of exes sick of cheerleaders sick of sam*s choice diet cola sick of my tongue sick of not being able to kiss someone sick of not having anybody to get pretty for i still haven't found a guy who i think will blow bubbles with me. i still think i'm too demanding. i finished the scarf that i was crocheting. but of course you wouldn't even know i began one because of my lack of updates. i apologise. i'm going to go cry in a corner and slit my wrists now. ok so maybe that was a little too emo. i'm not that bad. but i crochet, isn't that an emo stereotype? ----------- i wish i had someone as crazy as me to go party with. it is friday night, and i'm in a partying mood. ------------ Feeling: inspired i want to go to walmart and model all the halloween costumes. forget the partying, go give the walmart associates something to do at 12 30 at night. i bought glow-in-the-dark halloween underwear. and some nail polish. i'm not obsessed with halloween or anything. i also bought some yarn. i'm going to make a blanket. it is going to be black and gray. it will live in my dorm room when i move out. i told my mum i want a black sheet set when i move out. i guess i really am graduating eh? i got my tassel today. well, one of them. we get two, one to use on your cap another to do whatever you please with. i can't wait til halloween. if i ever own a house one of the rooms is going to a nightmare before christmas room. yay nail polish!