He hates it here. He hasn't come right out and said it, but I know he does. He'd rather be back south, where he loves his job, where we have friends, where we lived with our doggy. Back south where I hated it. It was too small. We had to drive everywhere. Little job opportunity. Little diversity. All the little things I could get over, but probably won't. Cause I'm selfish. He always talks about going somewhere else, but won't tell me he doesn't like it here. I know he wants to leave. I love it here. I love being able to walk to work walk to the bookstore and steal the internet walk to the coffee shop walk to the grocery store take the bus to campus take the bus anywhere I want But he doesn't. He wants to leave. And I'm the selfish bitch for wanting him to stay with me.