Listening to: Half Jack - Dresden Dolls
Feeling: claustrophobic
i need to get away.
i'm sick of being here. i need to get out on my own. maybe with a room mate. someone who is like me.
crazy yet mature.
weird yet normal.
different yet the same.
independent yet dependent.
oh what i wouldn't give to get away right now. even if its just for a week. i'm so tired of being kept in my house under the supervision of my parental units.
i need freedom.
i need independence.
only another year.
damn. that means another year of high school though.
i think high school was created to demonstrate what hell is like.
if there is a hell.
but if there is i think its going to be like high school.
drama.
lies.
cheating.
dictators.
creatures.
truth.
failure.
rules.
boundaries.
yup. high school is hell.
i can't wait to get away.
High school is fun as long as you don't care what the masses think. It's a heckuva lot easier that way.
i mean besides the homework...but then again that's what College is like.
but they sure are interesting to watch.
Are they really all the same or are they just trying so hard to be?
Maybe i try too hard to make boring things interesting.
See, it's vomit-inducing, but hilarious!
And then i hate it even more when I accidentally forget the "'re"...
i guess ESL people are forgivable but people who grew up speaking/writing in English should know better.
That would piss me off enough to fail them, if it were me.
but in places like NZ and stuff, people use chatspeak even more. it's repulsive.
despise despise hatehatedespise.
etc.
bastardising the english language. Come on people, it's already bastardised enough.
Anyway, yeah.
I'm not sure if seeing skyler was a good thing or not, but i'm guessing not.
so i'm sorry it makes you cry. :( I send thoughthugs and other useless happy vibrations.
Have a nice day
-Cristina
need to get the hell out of here