I was writing an entry and then it disappeared. I'm learning about syphilis and herpes. I could have herpes. Yuck. Good thing I waste money on condoms. I think a nap sounds good. I need to organise my thoughts. They are running all about my head. I need to capture them and file them in the filing cabinet. Maybe I should focus more. I feel like I'm not making sense. Even to myself. I want to play. With a friend...