Feeling: sporadic So many things to say. But no intelligible way to produce them. Its over. And I think I'm happy about it. Of course I'm a titch sad, it took over three years of my life. But I wasn't happy at the end. All the fighting and tears. We weren't meant to be lovers, only best friends. I found out the guy I had a crush on has a girlfriend. Bummer. Being 'single' is going to be strange. But why label it? my thoughts are so scattered this is the time when i just need to type whatever comes to my mind without having to think about it or man i'm having a hard time spelling tonight my 8thgrade typing class was hell where did that come from i can't spell worth a shit but this typing random words as they flythrough mymouth is really helping me to get all them out of my head can you imagine words flying out of my mouth i can picture it now and its pretty silly i think my favourite movie is nightmare before christmas and I love tim burton and i love helena bonham carter she is a beautiful woman and i lover her style and i know i'm fucking all the spelling up but i don't give a damn i wonder what it would be like to date another guy i realyl need to go to the gym this weekend was fat and lazy and i need to get caught up in my studies i'm alreayd behind in criminology and its only the 4th class well shit i guess i need to be better i wish my head wasn't so clogged and i didn't have strep i need to get my tonsils out but i need to do it soon ij'm scared to be off my parents insurance cause i get sick kinda a lot and i'm on birthcontrol and that would be expensive and i think i'm almost out of things to say so end blabber. Not that any of that should make sense to anyone (not even myself) but I'm better now. Note to self: look into ADD.