he's wonderful. he treats me better than anyone ever has. he holds me. he kisses me. he fucks me so good. he treats me pretty much as a princess.

I'm falling for him. Hard. every night he stays with me I fall harder. I want him.

I've lost one thing. My ability to trust. He tells me I'm not a pice of ass. He tells me I mean more to him than that. And I want to believe him. I want to so hard.

but i can't.....