Its supposed to rain today. Thunderstorm to be exact. I haven't had a good thunderstorm in a while. They make me feel different. Like they open up my heart somehow and make me more accepting. Or some corny bull shit like that. I want to cook some food. I want to cook delicious healthy food. I want to have to go to the store and buy flour and sugar. I want to have to buy bread. I'm sick of the cafeteria and fattening food and grease and I want a homecooked meal.