so last night was my zombie party. too bad the only ones who had fun were teresa and i. but then again, there were only 4 of us there. it was teresa, tasha, skyler and i. skyler and tasha were just being bums the whole time. it almost irritated me. at least they could have pretended they were having fun. oh well. so what if teresa and i are in love with bubbles? they were being jerks and making fun of our love for bubbles. they can kiss my butt. i don't care if they like bubbles or not. yes i do. i want skyler to be happy and he's not happy when i'm blowing bubbles and he's with me. he doesn't like bubbles. i wish he liked bubbles. but on to other things. i'm going to vent for a while. there is this certain individual that i am rather annoyed at and they are starting to get on my nerves. i wish i could say this person's name but i can't bring myself to do so. this person complains. a lot. they like to complain about almost everything. it seems to me they do it just to get some sympathy and attention. this person is my friend and i do feel sorry for them but god when you complain about every little thing it gets old. i was sorry for them and did sympathize with them but lately i just don't want to any more. i feel bad for not wanting to but its just so old and annoying. granted this person has had something bad happen in their life but thats not really an excuse to bitch and complain about everything. and i'm talking about EVERYTHING. aaaaaarrrrrrRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhh!!!! i feel a little better. if any body has advice on what i should do about this person please comment and let me know. i want to stay friends with this person but i'm sick of the bitching. on to another subject. i feel bad cause last night i didn't really cuddle with skyler as much as we normally do. i think it was cause i was with teresa. i feel so bad for her with her lover being on the other side of the planet. i didn't want to make her feel bad and miss him. i admire her actually, i don't know how well i could keep an across the world relationship. i really do admire her. but i think it made skyler a little annoyed. i hope not. he should understand. i'll talk to him today and if he was upset i'll just, well i don't know what i'll do. i'll figure it out then. i love him. but you already knew that.