i had a very nice imaginary thanksgiving. everyone from my moms side of the family came over and pretended like they wanted to be there, and talked like they enjoyed it, and gave me all very stiff hugs pretending like they care about me. most people left right after dinner, at like 6, and the latest people stayed was 7. none of them wanted to be there, and i feel especially lonely now. its like when you are out in the cold and you come back in, and it should feel good but it burns because it was cold outside. oh well, ill get over it
my friends are my family most of the time
and i am always online when i am lonely...a lot.
You represent... kindness.
You're a very gentle, kind, and caring individual.
You truely care about people and are generally
well-liked. Though sometimes you may be
perceived as weak, you truely have a strong
heart and a good desire to help others.
What feeling do you represent?
brought to you by Quizilla
since it feels like winter outside ill be a sport and add another poem
Winter's Chill
my heart catches winter's cold embrace
my dark mood lights up your smiling face
snowflakes swirl and twirl around me
i wish that like them i was free
falling, falling down to here
never worried about pain or fear
my smiling face is all for show
inside im dead as hte trees buried in snow
the chilled wind blows through and stings my face
my smile leaves without a trace
Listening to: coldplay-the scientist
Feeling: alone
Read 4 comments