she thinks i feel that person's emotions. im starting to maybe believe her.
beneath my smile, and my helpmeimabouttobreakdown laugh, i felt numb all day.
i wanted to curl up and sleep until summer school is over. and then sleep some more. i felt extremely apathetic and i wanted somewhere without a lot of people.
this morning i couldnt breathe at all, i had to go outside and lay flat on my back for a while.
and the funny thing is, im starting not to care. maybe that was just because i was so numb and apathetic today. or maybe its just because. but i dont care as much. i think...maybe.
i feel dead. i havnt had energy all day. everytime i get up im lightheaded, and i cant stand for more than a minute or so without getting uncomfortable.
so numb.
i hope i can sleep tonight. please, i hope i do. i dont want to be left alone in the dark with candles and smoke and dark music.
not again. i need rest...
i feel like im about to fall over dead. but i know im not going to be able to sleep. looks like another one of those nights...
kbye lyl cya
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I ♥ your header.
Your backround's cool too.
Night.
[x]Dixie[x]
#2 where are you going that you have to get a passport?
yes. i am nosy :D
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how fun!! :D are you excited???
we are doing that next summer i am excited except we are going to venice and paris and germany and spain i guess im excited because i have to get a passport too because weare going to the cayman islands! :D
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