human beings are BY FAR the most disgusting organisms that have ever lived on earth. they are complex viruses with specialized cells but enough power to blow a city to smithereens. or, you might call them powerhungry ants (war) that want nothing more than to upset anything they can on earth. ive never heard of a species that enjoys causing its own species pain. ants fight each other, but it still doesnt apply. because different countries fight each other, but within each country people kill each other, rape little girls, mutilate animals, beat their children, too many things to list. so...whos proud to be a human? im not. i have sincere respect for anyone who manages to kill themselves and escape from this hell you know, if someone/something hit/exploded earth and made the human race extinct, it would be doing nature a favor, and saving the solar system future problems caused by us. example: a country that shall remain unnamed, either enjoys having tons of kids and starving, which leads to the destruction of coral reefs by logging (silt drains into the ocean), and destructive fishing(including dynamite fishing, cyanide fishing, etc), or they cant seem to stop having unprotected sex. either way, the people in their small-ish country are multiplying by the dickens, and they have nowhere to turn but burning down the forests(rainforests?) and using that area for farming, or destructively fishing in coral reefs that take half a lifetime to recover. why does it matter? well, if you are one of those people that thinks that the human race is all that matters and we can just destroy every other species unless they benefit us (therefor seeing nothing wrong with it so far) you are wrong also. because they have found effective drugs in many organisms in coral reefs, and the research has just started. so what if the cure for cancer and aids is being destroyed this second by dynamite fishing? im tellin ya, humans are gonna be their own destruction. for 90% of the population thats a good thing. ______________________ i officially hate my computer. bret twouldnt let me on last night until 4 05 even though he knew i was supposed to get on to talk to nathan, and when i got on the internet was down. and it was down ALL FUCKING NIGHT. A;LSDKFJAKL;FJk. [translation-FUCK.] yeah, im just peachy, stupid. _______________________________________ well, im going to go and eat some marshmellows and take a nap now. nathan, if you read this, im soo sorry about yesterday, and only 3 days... _______________________________ i love it when my mom hides the key to the treadmill and doesnt tell me where it is. yeah. ok, well i REredid my schedule, decided not to take calculus (ill prolly have to take it in college anyway) and decided not to take yearbook cuz it takes up too much time (why cant it be a semester class??) 10th grade 1st semester-2nd semester zero hour: drivers ed-design studio 1:chemistry-chemistry 2:10th honors language arts-10th honors language arts 3:honors algebra II-honors algebra II 4: world history-world history 5: german I-german I 6: women's choir-women's choir 11th grade zero hour: women's choir-women's choir 1:AP literature and composition-AP lit. and comp. 2: german II-german II 3:government-photography 4:pre calculus-precalculus 5:geoscience-geoscience 6:writing and reporting-child development 1 12th grade zero hour: creative writing-none 1:senior literature-senior composition 2:women's choir-women's choir 3:ecology-ecology 4:psychology-economics 5:ceramics-philosophy 6:german III-german III ------------------------------------ hey im feeling tired my time is gone today you flirt with suicide sometimes thats ok hear what others say im here standing hollow falling away from me falling away from me day is here fading thats when i would say i flirt with suicide sometimes kill the pain i can always say 'its gonna be better tomorrow' falling away from me falling away from me beating me down beating me beating me down down into the ground screamings of sound beating me, beating me down, down into the ground... korn "falling away from me" i sooo hope i get to go to that this summmer... korn, the used, and linkin park...yes goodnight everyone