*yawn*
its about 11 50 here and i just woke up...i am hella bored too. i got to thinking while i was trying to get to sleep last night...why do i write in here?
to vent? if it was to vent, why would i do it somewhere where the whole world can read it?
do i write here so that people can comment and make me feel like i am not alone in the world?
we are all alone in the world.
i know that i dont write on here to make a drama out of my life...that would be totally stupid, everything on here is thoughts and feelings.
oh well. its weird, i always seem to feel depressed on weekends. i guess maybe that is because i am usually alone and there is no one to tell me which thoughts of mine are my imagination and which are reality...
like i start thinking that people hate me when no one calls me, etc. usually i either go sleep and wait it out in dreamland where i cant be depressed or get online in an attempt to cure my loneliness...which doesnt usually work. i do call other people, sometimes it just seems like the world has moved on without me. everyone is off babysitting or doing their own thing with their other friends.
i started trusting a few people. yay for me.
oh well. ill post more later if there is anything to write.
*i am covered in skin
no one gets to come in
i am folded, and unfolded, and unfolding....
pull me out from inside
i am ready, i am ready
i am ready, i am....fine*
yay!! im going to the mall with kelsey!! kk, ill be back later yall
Hecate
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thats weird..since i always try to do the right thing...oh well
love ya.
me
Listening to: counting crows-colorblind
Feeling: alone
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