well, cool. tornado sirens are going off. and for once, im really not scared. its coming this way. so, here's to good times with friends. nicole and aleks came over today. we stole a bud light, and drank it in the woods, but ended up dumping part of it because we were scared we would get struck by lightning. i doubt i'm a lightweight, i guess i'm just not used to it since i havn't had it in so long. but wow. fun times. and now i have a headache, but i'm not sure if its from that. id on't know how that little bit could do that, so i think no. i am SO stupid. i woke up this morning and i have three circular bruises on my face. and doyou know what it is from?! sucking my face into a vaccum to make people laugh. and it BETTER go away by friday. and i do hope he goes. it would suck for me if he doesnt. and i hope my dad gets out of the house for friday. and i know that none of that is going to happen. because things don't go well for me, not like that. most of the things i hope never come true. so, its gonna rain friday night too. choir final was hella easy. only 2 hours of school today. hell yeah. langauge arts and history tomorrow. hell no. i really, really like him. if you can't tell. and i think hes starting to help me act my age. its getting darker. scared? me? no? ish...