I am going to start walking my dogs and running. I will add to this entry later. I have a headache. ____________________________________ Kevin just sent me a link to the video of nerdy, which made me realize how much of a poison the well mood i am in. im going to blast it whether my brother and my mom are in bed or not. because i feel like screaming my lungs out and shaking someone until they have extensive brain damage, understand me, or their head falls off. i need to burn some cds. like, soon. i watched the 8th grade memory cd today. im never watching it again for a long time. anyone who was in choir last year, watch that cd. it was fucking scary. everyone looked so sweet and innocent there, the same people who went out and got fucked up on drugs, or became the school slut, etc. my mouth was hanging open.