It is 7: 48. Would it be wrong of me, to wonder where you are? Well, this is cool. The perfect ending to my day. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Oh wait. No, it gets better. Now I have cramps, too. Its ok. I understand. Every glare thrown onto my computer screen from passing cars raises me up with anticipation, only to drop me on my butt, when i see it isnt him. I am shutting the blinds. It is now almost nine. - - - - - - - - - - - - Now, for what I have done today. I'll try to make it the least depressing as possible. I awoke to the sound of my younger dog barking, because my bedroom is right over the front door. I yelled for a while, and rolled over with the pillow on my head, but when he did not stop, I carried him up to my room. While i was getting in bed, he gave me a sympathetic look, and started having diarhea all over my floor. I started screaming NOOO TEDDY NOOO and chased him out the door with him still pooping. I ran around looking for my mom to realize she was at her swimming class. My brother started calling me bitch and trying to insult me, so I went to the only place I have privacy, my room. I cleaned it up, and used half a bottle of air freshener, which I hope will not hurt my new hamster, which is not named yet, but I have been calling him/her poopsie. I cleaned it up, but it stained my floor. So then, i read the entire drivers manual so that I could get my permit today. I was pumped up and ready, so we started driving to Arnold, and when we got there we realized that we did not have my birth certificate, even though i had reminded my mom. It closed in 45 minutes so we just went home. Not a big deal, right? Wrong. I am driving to Kansas City on Saturday. Four and a half hour drive. So I now have a mere three days to learn how to drive. I WANT to drive to Kansas City. At least halfway...Ive felt like an adult for years, Ive waited for this for so long, and when it finally gets here I have to put it off more. I planted baby trees (my hobby, that was relaxing) and the neighbor's cat claimed me and we hung out while i planted the trees. More little flowers have come up overnight. It has only been 5 days since I planted the seeds. It took the first sprouts only 3 and a half days to peek out of the soil. Now I shall wait. There is nothing left to wait for. It is after ten. I am going to head to Courtney's. Maybe Kelsey and Courtney can cheer me up.