stupid me

Listening to: Cold--suffocate
Feeling: forgetful
yeah well im stupid, and i completly forgot to tell about myself in my first entry. I am a 15 year old girl, and i live in St Louis, Missouri. Life is dull around here, and unless something hold me back, BY MY CHOICE, i am going to move to the beach when i am older. at least i hope to..and dreaming is nice and fun, now isnt it? i used to be pretty wild, but after lying one too many times, and having my parents follow me around like little dogs, i have held myself back from stuff lately. ive been sober for 3 months and 1 day today...yay me...i am told that i am too nice of a person and that people take advantage of me, and they do, because that is how most people are. i am generally not a happy person, but i am not really sad much either, mostly just bored. id love to talk to you all, so talk to me any time. im new here...i have no friends on here, haha. i love music, and i love singing, and i love hanging out with my friends. have any other questions, ask. HASH(0x86d9228)
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brought to you by Quizilla i write poems..ill just add one every now and then. I look up at heaven as all your lies come raining down upon me all your false flattery blows through my hair and your imaginary love sweeps me up and kisses me for one last time I bathe in your sympathy and bask in the small amount of pain that i probably never caused you my smile as you leave is stronger than we ever were how does it feel to know you never changed me?
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uh.
wow. i'm the first.
funky.
so, yeah.
welcome.
pop by my journal anytime, i guess ^_^'

-dan abnormal
[Anonymous]
A fellow Mid-western...er....I live in NE. Not too bad...but I've been in worse. ha ha....Welcome to Sit-D. Have fun.
Thanks. I hope me being sick won't last too much longer :(
hey.. you don't know me but i just thought i'd leave a comment :) that's a nice poem :) well bye :)