what goes up must come down

well. i know that everyone here loves being called a slut by their father, and permanently ruining their hair. especially me. so, you could say, that i had a wonderful day. just peachy. i think im going to sneak out tonight. if my dad finds out and asks where i went ill tell him i went whoring for money, because i want that staind cd so bad. 5 dollars. yep. im a 5 dolla ho. totally. in other news....kelsey and courtney tried to guess who friend was. kelsey got it right the first try. in the lunch line. then when we sat down i brough it up and courtney tried to guess. she guessed everyone at that table except for friend. shje was talking really loud but they wernet paying attentin. then... she was like. OOOH! HES THE ONE WITH THE BLUE SHIRT, ISNT HE!!! and me and kelsey both screamed SHUT UP!!! at the same time. they all looked over, and repeated what she said (blue shirt). my face was beat red. i hope he doesnt know. i still dont even know his name. the smiling friend. always smiling. just cuz im bored waiting for steve to go to bed so i can sneak out.... 1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 20, and find line 3. What does it say? "Did something move under that spruce tree, I wonder?" -the once and future king 2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first? the window to the world outside that i will hopefully be exiting from in less than an hour...or i could wait an hour and a half and celebrate early 3. What is the last thing you watched on TV? gosh. i dunno. prolly that one thing with aleksandra, that culture shock thinger on national geographic. 4. WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what time it is: 10 40 5. Now, look at the clock, what is the actual time? 10 30. this survey is weird. 6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear? nothing really. ill turn it down. lets see...the washing machine, my dad moving around in the kitchen, the wind 7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing? when i went to my brothers game. i got out of the car, my dad told me i was a slut and i needed to wear more clothes if i was going to go to a game, i got back in the car and stayed there. 8. Before you came to this website, what did you look at? the stars. this is the only website ive been on today. 9. What are you wearing? skirt, shirt. nothing SLUTTY. 10. Did you dream last night? it was foggy. i dreamed but not really. and i cant remember what it was. 11. When did you last laugh? really laughed, this afternoon at lunch. 12. What is on the walls of your room? posters. writing. drawings. wallpaper. cuts. soon to be a mural of the stars the moon trees and fireflies. hopefully. 13. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first? a trip around the world 14. Tell me something about you that I don't know? i am comfortably numb. but its uncomfortable. 15. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her? raine. raine eleanora, or raine elizabeth. or maybe if she is born in it, wynter. amaris. i think that means child of the moon...maybe. i cant remember. or butterfly? 16. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him? adrian, hunter, (i look depresed with darker hair) cant remember anymore. hmm... Levina Raine. there ya go. (girl)
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i am so so SO just joking. i'm sorry your dad said that, dads are bitches. i have to study for history, tomorrow we have half of a test which is worth 25% of our grade. have i studied at all? nope. well anyways, lyl, me
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pee ess. are you going to the dollar dance tomorrow night?
[Anonymous]
ugh dads suckass!ive never had him call me a slut but he calls me a bitch about everyday..yes that is just peachy.hey im sry that ur hair didnt turn out like u wanted..im sure it will b ok.oo and i bet ya could get at least ten standin on a corner..id give ya 20..JJJKKK!well not about u getting ten but i mean about...well ok im done bc im confusing myself.lyl~nicole
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uh oh you need your student id to get into the dance? lol i better tell kait that because shes going to try to get nick in even though only summit ppl can go but he wont b able to if he needs an id. whew. i dont know if that made any sense but yes. lol wanna meet somewhere tonight? maybe i could get out of the house, i doubt it though my mom stays up freaking late lol ly, me
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i love u becca.o yes i dooo.i love u becca. and ill b truuu.when im not near uuuu.im bluuu. oooooo becca i love u!!i have an idea for ur hair until we can figure out a better one at least..will it work to wear it in a pony tail and that way mayb u wont be able to see whatever it is that is bad about it as much? that or mayb try to sneak a hat into school or something..mayb??idk but i bet people will see u and b like oo that is sooo cool and b....
[Anonymous]
..like "dude im totally doing that too" and then u will set a trend and then it will b the neatest thing ever!and i will walk around and b like"yes that is my friend becca..i kno im lucky!!she must b the coooolest person EVER!!"and then yes it will b awesome! i bet people will get jealous of it!and i think i took this too far so im stopping now.lyl~nicole of course...silly! :D
[Anonymous]
well think of it this way..when u said it was messed up i thought u meant burgandy and black polka dots around ur head and then i was scared but now i think we can make it work..even tho i havent seen it or ne thing.and i doubt ne one will actually b so close to u and examine ur roots..i mean that would just creep me out.im glad i cheered up!is this one working at all?a lil bit?mayb? lyl~nicole!!! :D!!!
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