holy shit...im happy?!?!?!?

Feeling: confused
im like freaking out here...im happy!! its weird, im smiling, my parents are asking what i took....haha, not really to the last part, but im sure if i stay happy it is only a matter of time before they check the beer supply...i wrote a poem, but i flushed it down the toilet in a moment when i wasnt thinking....JEREMIAH!! but i do remember only the first line, and no Jeremiah, i am NOT lying thank you very much... mwahahhahaa ok now done being my strange self for a while, heres the line *the darkness of my past blinds me to the beauty of the world* i took the personality disorder test, the one where it has all this stuff and it rates how high you are for it...i feel like i need to be admitted to a mental hospital..i wont put it up, but i had very high for schizotypal or w/e and very high for dependant. then i had high for avoidant and something else..i think it may have been borderline or something. then i had a few moderates and a lot of lows..i talked to a few friends that took it and found out that they had like all lows except for a few moderates...and i feel like im insane lol. it was kind of scaring me, so i decided to forget about it after posting this. maybe i am crazy... maybe we are all crazy... have a wonderful day love ya lots --becca CMyDocumentsbellbandy.jpg
goddess of hope. You are always looking on the
bright side of things.You help comfort and are
always there for someone in need.

What beutiful goddess are you?(with anime pics!)
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*chuckles* nice verse, happy to hear your happy, Smile a wee bit, if that picture is of you, then grin a lit wider right now, im sure its more befitting to you.
[Anonymous]
*grins* ahahahahahahaha. nice typos. Yeah, feel free to talk here too, e-mails are always good, its "Nothingface86@yahoo.com" venting is a key to curing the faults of young minds. *chuckles* keep smilin
[Anonymous]
*grins* gotta love this note tag! heh. aright, s'all good. Ill see if i can get into the e-mail part of things.
..gonna go read your poem now. *grins*
[Anonymous]
*shrugs* i like poetry, ill have to take a look at it if i ever see it. *chuckles* how random is it that the only title thats highlighted on left bar is "I wanna trust you so bad" Im sorry you had to feel that way about people. Perchance you might put an entry in about why? or maybe i didnt read it...ill get back to ya on that one....
[Anonymous]
I understand, make it a private entry then, and add me to friends, i wont freak on you, (i know how shallow friends can be) but i really cant offer any help or advice, or even try to help ya come to terms, without having any ideas about it...ill take a look at snow now.
[Anonymous]
YOu can do that, or you can e-mail me if you want, either that or IM me, i sent you an e-mail with my AIM in it. So whichever is easiest for you (private is for only friends to veiw)
[Anonymous]
hmm idk waht fotn oh an yeah its coming down in buckets!!! Im so happy but its late at night and storming so im scared lol noones up... Lina
[Anonymous]
i think i can actually see your hyperactivity, good grief...
[Anonymous]