die young and save yourself

i feel empty again. why does this keep happening? (wanting a beer badly) i feel so hollow, maybe if you hit me it will make a wood-ish sound. or a tinnish sound, im the girl that needs to go to the wizard of oz to get a heart. or maybe i have a heart, and the quiz was right, its just broken. but if its broken, then who broke it? i cant think of anyone in particular unless it was ME. is that possible? for me to break my own heart? at this point i dont care. i just want to feel whole. i feel empty but with a tornado of anger whirling inside me at the same time. i hope i dont, like, implode someday or something. its snowing, there ya go stephen, are ya happy? haha i keep getting scratches on my body. not like major ones, or anything. the thing is, i dont remember getting them and i dont know what they are from. so yeah, its really weird. probably a result of me not getting enough sleep. not remembering, i mean. hi mcdonalds, i would like a double whole-nessburger and a medium order of happiness. for my drink, do you have anything that will make my friends take me seriously? __________ sometimes, i like to get online, just to wait for him to get on. i know he wont, but waiting for something makes me feel like i have a purpose i guess. whatever, if it makes me feel better. maybe spring is coming, thank god. not because i like spring, (shudders) but because spring means summer vacation is soon. and i dont know how much projects i can handle. there are birds singing outside and the snow is melting. Angel
You are one of the few out there whose wings are
truly ANGELIC. Selfless, powerful, and
divine, you are one blessed with a certain
cosmic grace. You are unequalled in
peacefulness, love, and beauty. As a Being of
Light your wings are massive and a soft white
or silver. Countless feathers grace them and
radiate the light within you for all the world
to see. You are a defender, protector, and
caretaker. Comforter of the weak and forgiver
of the wrong, chances are you are taken
advantage of once in awhile, maybe quite often.
But your innocence and wisdom sees the good in
everyone and so this mistreatment does not make
you colder. Merciful to the extreme, you will
try to help misguided souls find themselves and
peace. However not all Angelics allow
themselves to be gotten the better of - the
Seraphim for example will be driven to fighting
for the sake of Justice and protection of those
less powerful. Congratulations - and don't ever
change - the world needs more people like you.

*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
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omg i feel the same way. im so empty. i dunno...argh it sux :/ ppl hate me tho...see my entry for details

cassandra
[Anonymous]
yep i suppose so...do u have Aol Instant Messenger?
[Anonymous]
my sn is...innocentevil36

haha yes i know, very original but i usually will make my online diary/journal name the same as my sn...so i dont forget it and get mixed up
[Anonymous]
in that case, i will just have to make yours big as well!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
[Anonymous]
aww, ur so sweet! i missed saint louis, but i definitely was lovin the weather down there. it was great.

check diary for details.

peace,
k
[Anonymous]
yay! the retreat sounds so fun, but i gotta work my way up to it--choir trip + trip to houston = no spare money....i'll work on it tho.
[Anonymous]
umm...maybe, depends on whether or not i have a ton of h/w from missin friday, and if i have a bio test this week. possibly, tho.
[Anonymous]
i am sorry you dislike me now. is it a bad thing that i have changed? how have i changed? i am sorry. well, i can't see what i am writing and if i am making any errors cos my eyes are real blurry right now with all the tears coming from them. so i will stop writing for now.
oh sorry, my bad, i thought you meant i became something worse than what i was. well, i am sorry for coming down on you.
still love me? i still love you doll.
I feel so empty and alone too. i hate it. I am thinkin that people break our hearts, so do we, and so do situations. it hurts :( --Woesofaheart
[Anonymous]
don't feel empty. and i am glad you still love me... hehe.
ahhh. right. oops. if i just pay attention, i would gain a lot more. lol. yes my diary looks funky. i want my pictures backkkkkkk
yes yes. i hope they come back sooner than later. lol