sollitude

i smell of smoke. i went up to my room and lit a million candles and lit a lot of insence and read tarot cards, and meditated. fire mezmerizes me. i sat and watched one of the flames grow and change and shrink, and it seemed almost as if it was trying to talk to me. [/strange thoughts about setting my house on fire?] you cant try to change me and expect me to just go along with it. you cant. its not like that. i got some interesting readings.i wrote one down, ill tell it to you later. lets just say for now, that a card that kept coming up when i did readings on me, was the hermit. a need/desire to be alone. _________________ [11:23]PM god damn this, why do i keep breaking? why do i keep breaking, tell me, why do i keep breaking? i cant hold on...
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lol, it kool, i ly2, ttyl, cya bye!

*giggle!!*

NO.

i think we all know who im talking about. there is more than one, hinthintnudgenudge.

:)
[Anonymous]
I'm really starting to think Dan's right. People named Rebecca ARE cool. Well, I do't think I am, but...
[Anonymous]
Thanks. Nights are nice. But today was nicer than the past few. Tomorrow should be pretty good. I'm hanging out in town w/ him.
[Anonymous]
yeah, thats my point exactly! i know that i will never be satisfied by going to one church and hearing their beliefs. i may believe in some of the things, but not everything and i dont want to make myself believe things that i dont. but i g2g ttyl lyl, sare
yeah i dont know what i want to believe in either, it doesn't really bother me that much i guess since i wasnt raised religious, ya no? ly, sare