I never thought I could actually be happy ever again, but man am I. I guess it took me conquring the fear of being hurt again and letting things go their own way with him. I now know that I'm loved again and also found out that I tend to blush whenever I hear it. He says he's gonna wait and give me time to finish thinking out my own feelings. I'm pretty sure I know the answer, but I don't want to jump to conclusions just yet. *sigh* Even with Brad, I had felt like there were limits, strick and several. With Matt, hardly any and each time we're together, it's always amazing. By the way, there's a game coming out that will blow your socks off Belle! It's called Pump It Up: Exceed and it is released sometime this month. When it is out, wam! I will have that puppy in my hands and I will be playing it non-stop. Hehe, I might even get better than Matt...probably not, but hey I can sure try.