Everything just seems upside down. I'm sure what is going on in my head, but nothing is registering. This morning I got up and low and behold I could hardly move. Big surprise there. Mom was the only one that went to church. Beth slept in and I watched Salem's Lot. Was so bored I resorted to Stephen King movies. How pathetic. I am not watching It though. No matter how many people tell me it is funny I won't do it. Anyhow, yesterday just felt like an energy zapper. I'm still exhausted from it. I think more went on when it came to me being tired than I realized. It was fun though. To think someone said I didn't look any different. Yeah right. I'm darker whether anyone wants to admit it or not. If I'm not careful, the KKK will come after me and hang me. What a weird though. Makes no sense why I'm listening to Gundam Wing when it has absolutely no words to its songs. I guess it's because it just seems to calm any nerve action going on in my head. Lately these days I've found myself sitting here listening to music and zoning out. It's kinda creepy to think about it. Normally I'm with the picture, but not of late. Working tonight with Beth inside and John is outside. That means I should be able to get a few breaks outside. The boy likes his smoke and takes a break for it besides his dinner break at seven thirty. Don't ask me why. I think smoking is stupid period. Well, that's about all. Got nothing left to say. Talk with everyone later! -Kat- Don't let me get me I'm my own worst enemy Its bad when you annoy yourself So irritating Don't wanna be my friend no more I wanna be somebody else