All I want is answers. I want to speak my emotions, tell what I know, what has been happening. I don't want this to end on a bad note. I'm not a bad person, but each rejection makes it feel like all I ever was was a pest. A pest that finally got squashed. I just want my answers and then I'll be able to move on if that is what I have to do. Please, give me this one thing in life, this one plea.