I've been in a real foul mood today. I don't want to stay in it anymore. I can't fix what has been done. I can't fight a never ending battle anymore. I just have to dust myself off and hope I can make through the rest of this week. Worked out this evening after dinner and it was nice. I miss hitting the gym and working up a well deserved sweat. I got a song book by BarlowGirl and Tas and I looked at a few of the songs. I'll practice them when I have free time this week, which won't be much. Listening to a playlist I had online and it helps a lot whenever the mind starts wandering. I also have gotten into writing an awful lot these days. It helps me cope with things. All I have to help vent besides dance.