I spent the day away from home and had a good day. It's been a while since I've been able to relax all day. I guess that's a blessing that I get when I'm doing work that I enjoy and I get to spend time with my love. It's so weird to be able to call him that on this, but to his face he's my best friend but more than that. It's hard to describe, so I kind of hope everyone gets what I'm getting at. I just know that he is the one I want my life to end with. I never want to imagine losing him like I've lost many before. My family life is still rather unstable, but that sad info can wait for a depressing entry, so not tonight. I wish to stay up in the clouds just thinking about Matt and feeling him here with me even though he's not. It's odd, and I kinda hope this helps you too Belle. Catcha all later! -Kat-