Today was suppose to be an easy day but turned out to be a busy one that isn't over yet. I finished filling out my guide sheets needed to write my paper for Botany that is due in Lab on Friday. I checked out my conspiracy book for history and went tanning. I have one more visit that I have to use before it goes to waste. I need to go do some DDR soon and then take a shower to cool off. I might be going to Wal-Mart tonight with Maryanne but I'm not entirely sure. Anyways, I have 2 books required to read, the daily assigned reading assignments for english, and now that Order of the Phoenix is completely reread I am reading Eragon. My head is seriously pounding and I haven't done anything that stressful yet. I haven't pulled out my dance pad and started working on those challenge songs on Max 2. I just hope when I take some pills, this headache stops and I can enjoy myself downstairs. Anyways, I'm getting more tired each minute I delay so I guess I'll go. -Kat- All that I'm living for all that I'm dying for all that I can't ignore alone at night I can feel the night beginning separate me from the living understanding me after all I've seen piecing every thought together find the words to make me better if I only knew how to pull myself apart All that I'm living for all that I'm dying for all that I can't ignore alone at night all that I'm wanted for although I wanted more lock the last open door- my ghosts are gaining on me I believe that dreams are sacred take my darkest fears and play them like a lullaby like a reason why like a play of my obsessions make me understand the lesson so I'll find myself so I wont be lost again All that I'm living for all that I'm dying for all that I can't ignore alone at night all that I'm wanted for although I wanted more lock the last open door- my ghosts are gaining on me Guess I thought I'd have to change the world to make you see me to be the one I could have run forever but how for would I have come without mourning your love? All that I'm living for all that I'm dying for all that I can't ignore alone at night all that I'm wanted for although I wanted more lock the last open door- my ghosts are gaining on me should it hurt to love you? should I feel like I do? should I lock the last open door- my ghosts are gaining on me