Today was totally a slack off day. Spent the day goofing around on the computer mainly. I just was so tired from the past few weeks that I didn't force myself to do anything today. It's been a long time since I've blown off an entire day. Anyways, I'm glad the semester is practically over. I'll have to start cramming for my finals this week, but it won't be so bad. I have my two papers to work on and Paradise Lost to get read, but I'm really not to worried about it. It's not like I'm getting lazy and carefree of my grades. It's the exact opposite. I just don't want to lose having fun these last two weeks at school. I've got my last baseball tournament to attend this next weekend. I'm so going to do that. I enjoy sitting out in the sun and watching the team play. True I don't know all that much of the sport and I find it somewhat of a drag to watch, but I enjoy being outdoors. Plus I know some of the people that are sponsoring the team with me. It won't be a total waste of the weekend. I never did go for the fountain run, but that's okay. I have this week to do so, even though I heard it is cooling off a bit. In a matter 9 days I'll be in Logan. It'll be so nice to get my body back into place. After my tumble, my hip hasn't been letting up and I know there's a deep bruising going on. The pain in my back hit me this afternoon, but I'm past the point of really caring. It's not like I'll be back pain free ever again in my life. It's permanent. I've come to terms with this impairment and just try to enjoy the most out of life that I can. Wow this song is sooo good. I love Hoobastank and I absolutely love this song. This is definetly my #2 fav by them. Unaffected shall always remain my ultimate fav but this song is totally awesome! -Kat- I only wanted you to feel, How I thought you deserved to feel. The way you always said you wanted to. You wanted all we have to be real, And every word we say to be true. Still after all I gave it's not enough for you. Well, I can't give any more, So now I'm giving up. 'Cause nothing's ever good enough. And the more I try to pour, The less I fill your cup. 'Cause nothing's ever good enough. I only wanted you to see, That you can be who you wanted to be. And fill the lonely void inside of you. I gave you everything that you need, Did what you always wanted to do. Still after all I've done I can't get through. Well, I can't give any more, So now I'm giving up. 'Cause nothing's ever good enough. And the more I try to pour, The less I fill your cup. 'Cause nothing's ever good enough. Good enough! I've wasted my time! Go find someone else! Good enough! Well, I can't give any more, So now I'm giving up. 'Cause nothing's ever good enough. And the more I try to pour, The less I fill your cup. 'Cause nothing's ever good enough. Enough, enough, enough!