My throat is still too painful to swallow anything, so mom let me stay home today. She said if it was just my voice missing then I'd go to school. However, that is not the case. This throat is beyond hurting and I am about to cut it out. I hate not being able to swallow. I hate that every time I try that imaginary knife cuts deeper into it. Well, now I have a stuffed head to go with this throat. Man, I have a musicl and 2 weeks! I can't afford to be lack of voice here. Oh well. I guess I'll just have to help backstage then. There's no point even trying to sing if I can't swallow and hurt my throat just to talk. Well, it's another day of boredom ahead...but I do get to get my Visual Communcations homework done. I hadn't felt good all weekend and when I thought I was gonna go to school today, I almost died. I didn't have it done! Oh well, I have to do to do it and my laundry. Back to normal...some what. Matt's gonna kill me when he finds out that I'm not coming to school again. Of course, I don't know what he's gonna do but hey life is just one big mystery anyways. Well, that's all for now. It's time for me to try and force food into my stomach so I don't throw up again. I've always been Right behind you Now I'll aways be Right beside you -Kat-