Yet another friendship will end officially when the clock strikes midnight tonight. I'm still fuming over it but this time I'm going to be okay. The last one left me in an emotional wreck. This time I'm fine. Yes angry, but not crying my eyes out trying to figure out where I went wrong. I think after undergoing such a painful ending to a friendship already I know how to let it out in good measures. I spoke with family and another friend and they just let me vet. It helped. Getting my mind off it by reading something also helped. Of course the best medicine would be hitting the DDR pad or going dancing, but we all know my back can't handle that yet. That reason there is why I can't let this lost friendship get me down. Yes I have one less person to lean on when it gets bad but now I also have one less person to worry about telling my problems to. I was never a person that spoke about their problems unless they were pried from me. I'm reverting back to that slowly but I'm glad. What happens in my life stays with me. The same goes for family. What happens with my family is my problem, no one else's. It may sound stupid but it is the safest way to get through life as unscathed as possible.