Listening to: Untitled-Simple Plan
Feeling: pissy
I hate people. I knew from when I was little that I would. This entire month proves my point. I've been in a collision this month that I haven't even settled up with and another idiot tries to put me through the same crap all over again. I had to take Mom to the FLC at our church for her Girl Scout annual meeting. I've only driven a small amount of times since my collision 3 weeks ago and I drove today. Is there an invisible sign on me that says "Pull out in front of me" "Hit me" "Don't worry, State Farm will protect you if you hit me." God! I hate people so much. If I had had the time, I would have gotten out of the JEEP right there in the middle of the interesection, gone over to the woman, and rip her up and down. Her stupidity almost got us hurt. She came to the intersection, stopped, and pulled out to turn left right next to us. If I had been in the truck and my mom's scream hadn't pulled my eyes to the woman's stupid move, we would've been hurt cause I didn't even have a second to make a mistake. I swerved and that was when the idiot hit her brakes and backed up. There was an entire line of cars behind us as well! I don't see how she got her license. How people who drive like her ever passed their skills test. Just thinking about stupid people like her getting their license makes me sick. I don't need another collision to deal with and we almost went through all this shit again. Yes I'm cursing, but frankly I don't care. I am beyond pissed. I just wish those types of drivers would die. Hit each other and die. They have no business being on the road driving and endangering everyone else's lives. I just wish they'd kill each other and leave the driving to the safe and defensive drivers. I hate people so much. Who really needs them? Who needs people to try and kill them, screw up their lives, or to just piss you off period? I sure as hell don't.
-Kat-
I open my eyes
I try to see
But I'm blinded by a white
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain
How could this happen to me?
I made my mistakes
Got nowhere to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just want to scream
How could this happen to me?
-Matt-